Getting stressed...again...

Tuesday, 6th of November 2012

Yesterday Zadkiel after returning home from work had a lovely dinner with Sarah and her son, Daniel.
She had cooked a dish with smoked pork that they prepare in her homeland...Zadkiel was very happy but at the back of his mind he had some things that were bothering him...
The situation with his parents never seem to be good for more than a few days.
It bothers him a lot that his mother hasn't come to see how Sarah was the past days....nothing at all...and let me inform you my dear reader that Sarah is pregnant with the first son of Zadkiel.
He just can't understand the attitude of his parents...especially his mother...
Sometimes she is very mean...maybe because she lost both her parents in the past 2 years but is that an excuse? Is that ever an excuse to be mean? I don't believe that there is any excuse, ever, for someone to be mean to another person. But that's just Zadkiel...that's the way he is and he can't be any different.
So, as I was saying, Zadkiel yesterday was troubled...and he decided that he wouldn't go to see his parents that day, so that maybe this would make them to come and see him and Sarah.
And Zadkiel was waiting...and the minutes turned into hours...and nothing...no one came...
You can't really change the way people are...you can always try to show them something better...but you can't really make that change happen for them....
This morning Zadkiel went to his mother to say a good morning...and once again he faced his mother having a sour face and another round of complains about Sarah...about how this can't go on...about how we should have a talk after she gives birth...and all this time his mother never for one second thought that she is causing this reactions to Sarah and not the other way round.
Another day for Zadkiel has started...another day of being stressed...